The sun doesn't always shine

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

wooooooooooooooo!

my room is such a mess now.

hahha.yesterday class was awful to the extent that i wanted to skip class.

but thanks to people like ju and irah who STOPPED me from skipping.

they used all kind of methods to get me not skipped class.

syu love them many.hahha.and then class wasnt that bad.juuu taught us.she's brilliant.she really have the cognitive brain.after presentation, i left with irah to meet van.and slacked with simon and then back home.

i was dead sleepy and almost doze off in train.sleepyhead.

reached home.everyone was out.i dont know to where.oh well.then ibu came home with the rest and i started helping her.first up curtains.

pardon me.its my first time.HAHHA!everything is the first time this year.

first time baking.first time with curtains.first time my dad working on the first day of raye.UGH!if it was last year,he'll probably be at home, a break from that un thingy.ugh.live with it syu!oh yeah.so back to curtain.i was multitasking mind you.

curtains

msn with a few people

bedsheet on bed

so yeah.i decided to do my curtains first.so yeah.after putting up my first curtain, i feel something is odd with the curtain.little did i realise that it was on the wrong side.the front was facing the back and vice versa.no wonder so cacat la.okays.then.after finishing up the curtains half way.i decided to do the purple bed sheet.hahha.so yeah.put the quilt in.and then i asked ibu for the inner bed sheet coz i couldnt find any.then ibu went to find.she didnt realise there wasnt any.omg.nvm.she took out a cream one.the same thing.no inner sheet.omg.then i decided to let her decide.so after i did the curtains in haiqal's room, i went to bed.it was 1+.omg.

dead tired.

ibu woke me up at 10.and i forget to wish van.i hope she'll do just fine.so then ibu decided to use the cream bed sheet.and found something to replace the inner bed sheet.so yeah.now still in the process of cleaning room.i dont know whats with the contrast this year.purple and green at first.green room with purple bedsheet.thank god.no more purple bedsheet.so now cream and green room.ibu says it looks dull.but i dont think so.coz i have a BRIGHT GREEN room which im still adapting to it.oh well.ive absolutely no idea what im going to do tom.oh my.okays.

oh ya!IRAH PASSED HER FTT :)))good job irah:)))

and she did this online...

Sunday, September 28, 2008

im going to sleep soon.right after blogging.or maybe

after chatting to baizurah:)))

hehhe.anyways.i got reprimanded by teacher yesterday.

its so contradicting.last week was all the nice comments.

EVERYTHING was good but not yesterday.and my pinky.

have to adapt to it.and now im going to put the key pads on.

ill have to practice my pinky.ughh.

after class,met ibu,haiqal and aunty.

waited like damn long.i was so sleepy.so i was badly aggitated.nvm.then min and kak in was there tooo.hahha.min so big now.omg.

haiqal got his shoes.he always have this problem when shopping.

listening to people and not his heart.at last he made up his mind.

with some help of course.and then we walked around.and went in

charles and keith.ahhhhhhhh.the shoes are so nice.i fell in love with

these black shoes.ughhh.it was cheap.and i wanted it.so i wanted two shoes.the other shoe is a stilleto but ibu insist on buying me a bag and A shoe.ugh.after ibu told me she'll get me that soon enough,i agreed to her terms:)))okays.then went off.

van called me while i was otw back.

i want to make amendments van.

whenever van calls syu, its about ....

ohhh!juuu wrote a poem.syu love juuu:))))

here it goes

A Friend…
My first time in that class,

A girl who wore that notorious collar shirts,

Reaching out to me said “hi”

it was like being handed my favorite chocolate,

because she was that sweet.

She made me feel belonged.

Did I tell you she is paranoid?

I didn’t

.She tells me not to think so much,

but she doesn’t follow what she preaches,a pity

,but I am here to tell her so.

When she needs a shoulder to lean on,I will be there to offer mine.

ive made up my mind

and found the solution

obstacles i may face

i shall persevere

Friday, September 26, 2008

i had my first NFIM today!

*clap clap*

hahha.yes.my first.they say first is the one youll

remember best :)))ishallnotblogaboutclass.imspeechlesslysad.okays.so after school

met van.arief and huss had to go off.so stuying session was cancelled.

and we went TRCC and waited for simon.QI was there :)) then me and van went down.i cant rem watever the reason was.so we went up again.taking the lift duh.then she was playing with the button.she kept pressing the button repeatedly.whenever she do that ill repeatedly press the button to level 3 too.van's on the front while mine on the side.so we kept pressing it repeatedly and guess what?the lift stopped.yes.STOPPED.then we panicked.i should have captured her face.i did make noise.duh.hahha!and then we stopped playing and press once and thank god it moved.HAHHA!omg la.what an experience.so then head back to store room.watched ju-on with van and pat and soon yani and zoe and haziq and simon.we had a great time scaring ourselves.i screamed like duh.hahha.and then naf started singing raye songs.and yani and ziq were laughing like mad.its hilarious.and then we walked to cwp together with the rest.and van went to meet her friend and i went off.tom flute class.meeting gordon tan~

van just love syu.CLICK AND READ!

syu love van

i thought i was the only one

who was thinking too much

but guess what

im not.

theres a number of them

i think its a sign

a sign to shut up

once again

im damn sleepy right now.ahhh.

going to sleep right after this.oh gosh.class was dead boring.

and rufi didnt attend school.msged but she didnt reply :(((

i wonder hows she doing.hmmm.went back with van fatin QI and yani.

hahha.okays.and van NEVER on her bluetooth at nite.everytime misscommunication.bicycle nearly became car.and playing gloriosa just now felt like i just came back from running 10000000000000km

(exaggerating.duh)and i taught qi a malay word.the same words tested on van.and apparently.im a bad malay teacher.van pronounce it with a "K" in the middle while QI never end it with a "K".damnit.oh ya.and i was tossing my flute case and it hit my jaw when it dropped and my jaw hurt.not that its bad.its just like a numb feeling.dumb.okays.bed calling.

hmmm.sometimes its just not fair.i have awesome friends

who have unreasonable partners.thank god i didnt have any.

but sometimes, you just have to have a little time with your friends right?

i know jealousy is a sign of love but too much jealousy can hurt too right?

one way or another.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

okays.today.my post will be in green!
omg.i cant believe my eyes.i reached home and found something funny about my room.so i on the lights.and guess what? my bedroom transformed. not like the transformers that transformation.

it changed colour.HAHHA!
from YELLOW to GREEEEEEEEEN.
ITS THE SAME GREEN.i showed to van.now im like straining my eyes.
and just so coincidence that im wearing green SC tee.
(SYU MISS SC TONS x INFINITY)
so i look into the mirror.and i feel more green than ever.
i got green face.OMG.

okaysokays.enough of green.syu's eyes damn pain now.
i asked ibu why never take lavender or something sweet and she said
it was ayah's choice.oh well.green it will be.*eyes still adapting*

ohmy.today was awesome.science faccy was really nice.i just love her lessons just
that sometimes im distracted with msn.okays not sometimes.half of the time.hahha!
webcam with vannny.HAHHA!and then met her for a while.in her class.and then went off with her.& dinnered with rufi,kamal and afiq.hahha.it was fun.just plain bonding.i feel so much comfortable now.hehhe.and TP is starting to crap more.damnit la.but i had fun with them :)))

and apparently vannny called syu but syu didnt reply coz it was on silent mode and it wasnt near syu.syu apologised to van.*HAHHA!*

and vanny's wise words for syu,

"dun put ur happiness on other's miseary"

lovely science team mates fiqa&irah
webcaming during class hours :))))))

okays.today.my post will be in green!

omg.i cant believe my eyes.i reached home and found something funny about my room.so i on the lights.and guess what? my bedroom transformed.not like the transformers that transformation.it changed colour.HAHHA!from YELLOW to GREEEEEEEEEN.

ITS THE SAME GREEN.i showed to van.now im like straining my eyes.

and just so coincidence that im wearing green SC tee.

(SYU MISS SC TONS x INFINITY)

so i look into the mirror.and i feel more green than ever.

i got green face.OMG.

okaysokays.enough of green.syu's eyes damn pain now.

i asked ibu why never take lavender or something sweet and she said

it was ayah's choice.oh well.green it will be.*eyes still adapting*

ohmy.today was awesome.science faccy was really nice.i just love her lessons just

that sometimes im distracted with msn.okays not sometimes.half of the time.hahha!

webcam with vannny.HAHHA!and then met her for a while.in her class.and then went off with her.& dinnered with rufi,kamal and afiq.hahha.it was fun.just plain bonding.i feel so much comfortable now.hehhe.and TP is starting to crap more.damnit la.but i had fun with them :)))

and apparently vannny called syu but syu didnt reply coz it was on silent mode and it wasnt near syu.syu apologised to van.*HAHHA!*

and vanny's wise words for syu,
"dun put ur happiness on other's misery"

Monday, September 22, 2008

tell me whats going happen to us next.coz im tired of chasing.and i bet you dont even have the slightest idea that i was dead dissapointed with you.everything.im not going to say much anymore.ill wait.ill watch.coz i had enough.i apologised if i may seem selfish.words like ... you really mean it?i seriously think you dont.fcuk.now i think im selfish.yeah.fine.its always been syu.

a recent phone call

van: i dont know where huss stay ah

syu: yishun?

van: you want get beating from me isit?

van & syu : *burst into laughter*

hahha.okays.i skipped school.was coughing.and headaching.

>okays.but im going school later.for VAN'S sake.you better thank me ah van:)))<333

zara:I MISS MY KAKAK :((<333

fie:congrats for updating your blog ah.like finally.hahha!

siti:SYU WANT BAKE AGAIN :))))<333

bai:thanks girl.hope to see you real soon lovely:)))

sai:HELLO SAI :)))

kelvin:ala.fasting month la.and modules have been such a pain in the

ass.WE MEET UP SOON OKAYKAY,you yellow head!hahha!miss you badly.

coz i cannot see traffic light.MISS CLASS MANYMANY <3333

debb:PLEASE LA.ive been skipping sch,flute lessons.hahha.dont know what other things ive been skipping.and hey girl,if you need ANYTHING you know where to find go right?SAT LOVELY<3333

zai:hahha.hello zai.YUPP!we bumbed into each other.takecare yeah?

van:TODAY AGM LA!<33333333333

bear: SYU MISS BEAR :(((<333

hazwan: -_____________________-

isa: IVE BEEN ASKING MYSELF THAT QUESTION LATELY :(((

arief:GO FOR IT ARIEF :)))

Saturday, September 20, 2008

*dozing off anytime soon*

i woke up damn late today.near one?

when im suppose to wake up like 10+ to practice and mug.

gosh.so rushed and practiced.last minute work.ugh.

so then left for class.and teacher say good.woohoo.

and he asked me to take exams in feb.hmmmm.

see how's the situation like.thinking about it gives me butterflies in my tummy.checked out on xinxin.shes mugging for her promos.

jiayou xin!hahha.and then went to siti's place to make cookies:))

with iyan too:))so excited.first time okay.hahha!now.

im loving to bake:)))hahha!then got back home and yawning.

van got her alumni thingy.and apparently mother dog has another mother dog friend!HAHHA!

okays.syu going to sleep.

missing her past.loving her present.wondering about her future.

Friday, September 19, 2008

i was late today.i woke up at 8:30?and then took my own sweet time

oh gosh.the feeling was goooooood.hahha!& i definitely feel so

ALIVE!hahha!ive been webcaming with van since the last few days

during lessons and she got caught.poor girl.and second breaks

are so so so stress relieving.hahha.yes.with arief huss and simon and of course van.and after school today.van and arief and me drilled huss and simon for maths.JIAYOU YOU GUYS:))))))and yesterday,i was walking with van when theres this red blood mascot walking.and then when

we were walking,the mascot was just walking pass us and then van just pushed me to the side.damn funny.she was shocked by the mascot.

hahha!

VAN.WHATS OUR PLAN ON MON?UGH

tom,date with iyan and siti and shirin :)))

tags

jinxiang:syu miss jox too :(

mel:ill do it :))) SYU MISS MEL:)))

isa: HI ISA :))

CY: SYU MISS CY MANYMANY :)))

hazwan:yayayaya.hot guy.ugh -__-

shahreen:HAHHA!yeah.i do have alot!

sharmine:BUMBED!hahha:)

michael:MIKE!

eugene:hi?hahha!*pinched*

kila:I SAW YOU JUST NOW!hahha!I WANT MEET YOU AGAIN!

fiqa: get well reall soon darling :)))

kamal: when is our dinner date with rufi and fiqa and irah and afiq?

JU: make a blog soon darling :)))

van:fatin just agreed like yesterday.you walked like drunkard.HAHHA!

elly:hello ely:)))

fatin:hahha!yeah.the mrt incident.

shirin: IM GOING TO MEET YOU TOM LOVELY:)))

okays.syu tired.continue tom.for tags:))

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

science was horrible.and after school, spent the rest of the day with van

arief and simon.simon had to mug.simon,mug hard aites?jiayou!

huss have to mug too!okays.tom got band.oh ya.van got the highest votes for agm.

go van go.syu support you from behind.in front also can.

my lovely kakak made my day.

syu love zara!

im definitely not on my best right now.

i think its better for me to keep the things like it used to be.dont go overboard.

being chatty can lead to harm syu.so shutup syu.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

wheeee.

cnl's concert over.hahha.and NURUL came.wohoo!

hahha.NURUL, MY METHOD WORK!hahha!

and i skipped flute lesson yesterday.i wasnt prepared for class.like duh.

so went to meet eugene and his friend at 4:30 and headed off to ACS Barker.and then practised started.and then everything started to rush.

but the concert went smoothly.so yeah not that bad. yani and fatin said i looked stressed.apparently i was sight reading for simple gift and sea songs.but it wasnt that bad.during interval went to find yani and fatin.and then guessed what.

vanessa.yes.van came!

hahha!i was so touched la.hahha.we were on msn

before i left telling her to get some rest coz shes tired.so it was really a huge surprise.so when i saw her, i hugged her.omg.i was so happy.

hahha.and the next thing we know, we were laughing along with yani and fatin. and then huss and arief came by.wooohooo:)

i was so happy seeing them.coz i was really bored.no one entertain me okay.and sms was the only entertainment i have.and thanks to the people who entertained me throughout the day.hahha.and thanks to

those who wished me for the concert:)))

and then went off with van,fatin and yani.wanted to dine but ayah picking me up so no choice.ugh.

and syu received SUNFLOWER from van,fatin,yani and simon :))))

tomydearfriend,ithinkthisiswhatyoumean.iknowyoumeangood.trustme.i’mdefinitelynot runningfromhim.iusedtooncebutnotanymore.Itmayseemthatimdriftingaway.hmmm. everyonechangeright?butitsbecauseofthesituationright?ican’tpossiblysticktohimanymore. andintheprocessofhealing,imadenewcloserfriends.theyarenowoneofmypillars.idon’twant saywhobuttheymadeanimpactonme.theywentthroughmyhorriblemomentswithme.they werethereformeandimdefinitelycomfortableinmyownskinwheneverimwithmypillarsJithink it’stime.nowthatitsfastingmonth,wedon’treallymeetupafterschool.weonlymeetupduring breakbutthattoodepends.don’tworry.we’llbejustlikenormalintimetocome.

.

doesntmeanyoureolderthan me,youcangiveattitude.pleasela. justbecauseofminorthings?you won’ttalktome?seriouslywth?

Saturday, September 13, 2008

tongue-tied

class wasnt that bad after all.cute faccy.her accent fits her!

hahha!okays.random.been so shagged lately.nvm.persevering on.

im so looking forward for next week.

wednesday going break fast with rufi,irah,fiqah,kamal and afiq.

yeay!and the venue is still unknown.

-________________-

then saturday.after class going siti's place.to bake cookies!yeay!

with iyan,rin and wan!

double the yeay!hahha.

on the other hand,im missing

diana & melvin

niagagnitfird

imnotgoingtoentertainanyunknownnumbers

gnieesmitahwekiltnodi

ytliugleefi

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

fiqah & kamal
JU!
they were singing.im not lying.woofy took them :)))
rufi.irah.fiqah.kamal.afiq
they made my day today despite having A HARD TIME :))))
natalie.phyo.zening :))))
the 2 makciks :)))

JU is soo duper sweet despite her crap which is duper ultra funny:))))

syu's new crapping buddy who bullies syu like everytime?
eunice&stella :)))
yukkie :)))

wheeee!

yuppyupp.im here again!hahha.

and syu was so dissapointed coz didnt manage to get class photo

despite everyone wearing the correct theme.

nvm.theres always tom.and the day aft tom.and the day after that.

and it continues.im so dead tired.the fever goes and comes back.

on and off.but i cant find the button.damnit!

nevertheless.theres pictures :)))

and van was nice enough to carry syu's bag which is so duper

ultra heavy.van,syu's touched :)))) and went back with fatin and van.

apparently the 3 of us,we were walking on the road like some drunkards.

and then eugene went off with us.okays.sleeping time.nites :)))

Monday, September 8, 2008

hi people :))))

hahha.i know its been a while.actually no okay.

its only been 6 days since i last update.hahha.

within this 6 days, quite a few things took place.

its not that i dont want blog.just that my schedule is hectic.

and its been really tiring me and im definitely not on my best

this few days.class resumed.new class.ill talk about them tom :)))

*pinky promise*

i overheard ibu and ayah's conversation the other in the car.

and i definitely know what they were talking.im not young

anymore to not understand their conversation.

and they were talking about it AGAIN.and if i did remember correctly,

this time,around last year.ayah wasnt with us untill i think about 2 weeks before raya.i dont know.im too tired to talk about it already.

he was always say after this no more,but without fail.when we

meet during his breaks back to singapore,he'll be like im doing this

because for us.i guess he knows i can retaliate back whenever he says that.

i just hope he knows what hes doing and make the right decision.

im too tired.but if he really go...*sighs*

and this month.van sensed this well enough.i guessed my patience

level really went down the drain.aiyeeee.and the use of words are UGH!

and there goes my reputation.

and syu hates cognitive!alex would understand why.

btw alex is my new classmate.

imseriouslygoingtoshutup.justlookandsee

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

two words;

weird dreams