The sun doesn't always shine

Friday, March 27, 2009

yesterday's sectional was one of the best sectionals

ever since god knows when.yes.well best doesnt mean substantial

slacking was done.we still did our parts brushing up.yupp.

when sandy came,we tried the soli which was utterly a massive

pain in the ass.from power 0 to 75?yes.oh ya.somehow along that time,

we were "perfecting a mistake".hahha.but we were so into the part and it sounded

perfectly fine.so we carried on.untill i spoilt the whole happy aura.haha!okays.my bad.

and yeah.band ended quite early.otw to cwp,qi said something that i guess not anyone

of us could deny any further and lie ourselves any further.unless youre that oblivious.

oh well.dined and off we went.

and yes im talking to this much well known for her insanity

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH LIM WEI EN

yes babeh!finally youre eighteeen!legal yaw!

may you lead a blessed and blissful life ahead with your loved ones.

see setbacks as light to guide you through

(like cognitive studies in uni.HAHHA)

LOVE YOU LOTS.MUAH!

♥ ♥ ♥

Sunday, March 22, 2009

wohooo.for once im an early bird.yes.waking up at this hour

is so not my thing.but im having headaches right now.maybe

too early for a change.watever it is.i was awaken by ibu's voice

shocking me way early in the morning.i dont know if that work

(if she tried to wake me up).upon hearing the piece of news,

i was awake but a minute later i was back to my original position before

i was awake.yes.i went back to sleep.my body clock needs some

adjustment.thank god theres no class today.yesterday's flute class was just

plain planning.and yeah the guilty ambience just cant stop to surround me.it even haunts

me at night.its worst than any of my other nightmare.okays.maybe one nightmare

which i can still remember vividly.thank god nothing happened during the trip.

*thank god thank god*

well, i guessed i have to just pray a little more for the results and

there goes my jelly leg.

oh well.ive nothing much up in brains except for the results and SLA.

strategies plan and explanations.yes.

but the comm is one funneh bunch.theres punithasaurus and naf.

how chilled can i be?to the extremes.yaaaa.watsup today?

hmmm.maybe to the hospital for a visit.yupp.hope to bum into the two imans.

its been long since i last saw them.oh ya!meeting bestf sooooon.shes having papers

now.so jia yous lovely!ah ya.i need to buy birthday gift.helium balloons,here i come!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

it was terrible.i did the exact same thing when i

went for rpws audition and it felt awfully awful.

ughh.but the examiner was damn friendly,the auro

was nice just that i screwed it up.oh ya!i want to

thank the people who wished me luck.yupp.

i really appreciate it much <3

and then met up with aunty and as cliched

i was pampered.duh.watever ah.

oh ya.remember me complaining about

pantings?i went to check it out.it was reflux.

i didnt know i had it.current sudden pantings wasnt my first experience

and neither could i be bothered because it wasnt as severe as any before.

yaaa.so yeah.anyways.im still grieving about the exam.sighhhs.

i dont share the same mindset.

deep thoughts im in.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

3 DAYS

yes.3 more days to the big day.the thought really bugs me hellot.

the feel only started on sunday's religious class.it just shook me off.

oh god.and as per usual ive not been bothering much about myself and i got

choked twice during piano but overall it was okay.

i was satisfied with today's lesson.so yeah.im a happy kid

eating hot fudge.like literally.yupp!

hahha!i just hope i wont lose my voice on friday

because its more than vital.omg.emcee workshop was

enriching?hahha.having a strong malay accent and stage fright kills.

but it was fun in a way or two.oh well.ive been pampering myself

hellot with ice cream and more ice cream.talking

about ice cream,i have accounts with people regarding ice creams.yes.and im panting right now.god knows why.

till then.give me all your luck.im scarexcited.what a word syu.

whats going to happen to our friendship,van?

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

ive been rather speechless nowdays.im just so out of words.

just read my facial expresssions and you will understand.

im waiting for the days to pass and let everything work as destined.

exams here i come,unprepared.

oh ya.we had a new game today.called the retribution button.yes mother?

hahha(:

here i am.

trying to make it up to you

for whatever mistakes ive done

but guess what,

you never cared.

Monday, March 9, 2009

waking up on a windy dark monday afternoon

only left me feeling cranky and sleepy much gratitude to my

professional procrastination skills which

is the only thing i picked up fast from small.

so i went for piano on a cold monday.

spending time with pat and naf and the rest

just feel odd especially on a sunday.it felt more like a tuesday.

incomplete.but my sunday was brilliant with the

girls till late afternoon talking and sharing

about their love dilemmas.guess they are pretty much faster at handling guys.

but they are one fun bunch

and yeah!im looking forward for our outings in the near future!wooosh!

and met naf and the rest for the siam quartet concert and left for dinner and slacked.exam is in a week's time or so

and im proud to say that im not ready.ommggggg.

i think i need some nagging for once.let exam pass fast

and im loooking for more outings.and chilling.

and i hope this isnt a setup;
just read my facial expressions.

Friday, March 6, 2009

replying tags

yat:HELLO!hahha.its called boredom not lazy(:

diana:SYU SAYANG DIANA<333>

during the FOP briefing day...omg..i miss those young days..lets unwind some day,together.

maybe shopping sphree <333

icedgurl:your blog posts are lovely.thanks for dropping by anyways (:

yanni:i was trying to help with the packing kay.nvmnvm.dont worry.syu sayang yanii <333

mel:hello mel!ill relink you now (: MEET UP WITH THE REST SOON!

iyan:thanks babe.i had a hell lot of fun in hk and doesnt seem to stop talking abt hk eversince

my arrival back to singapore.hahha!and yeah.come find me on msn if you have troubles with lj.

ill ty my best to help(:

naf:nafffffffffffff~keep the suspense!heh heh heh!sayang naf!<333

arief a.k.a anonymous and huss: arief,cut it out.we know you too well.if syu tak tau,huss know!

hahha!

there seems to be too many things i feel like pouring.im bottling it all up again.
putting a strong front.but i just dont have the strength to thrash it all out.
theres too many things up in my head.too many to count.for once,i dont want to feel all selfish.maybe i need a break.
a long break from almost everything.or maybe total shutdown?